Wednesday, March 31, 2010

♠. joelyn says:
*LOL WHAT
*LOL WHAT
*<--
*wth
Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:
*AWWWWW
*YOU'RE SO CUTE
*AWWWW
*AWWWW
*AWWW
*AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
♠. joelyn says:
*i accidentally put that on my display picture.
*TOO BAD I'M NOT THAT CUTE ANYMORE.
Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:
*LEAVE IT!
*D:


oh you wish. now everyone on msn knows i accidentally changed my display picture to this photo of me from my childhood.

maybe someday, we'll figure all this out.


today i learnt you can't advice someone till you've been in that situation yourself.
and that you can't go around, judging what someone's doing and say,"what the, that's stupid what they're doing to themselves." until you felt it yourself. seriously.
and it's so damn screwy how my weeks have been lately, so damn screwy.

i'm losing control of every crappy thing possible, it's getting to a point that i really don't know what to do anymore. (wah lao emo) it's like i go to school, thinking, "oh crap how i spent my money till i only have this much left?!" and i'm thinking what kind of issues we're all facing and it came to one point.


money money money money money
money's so fucked. mind my language.

okay, once this phase is over i swear i won't let money screw my life.
or relationships.


i'm too lazy to upload anything.


oh yeah, today i went across the road to buy a drink. so it started to drizzle and i'm like,"hmm, should i go to the shelter or just walk under the rain?" i walked under the drizzle.
then it got heavier then i just strolled along like nobody's business. and i was getting slightly soaked and then it came to a point i thought,"shelter? but i'm already wet so what's the point?"

it's like when you're late but you can't decide whether to go slow because you're already late or go fast because you're damn kiasu and you still wanna be there 'earlier' even though you're late.

then i saw this huge bird under a tree, it was bigger than a pigeon. and it was a really pretty bird. i felt like it came out of a black and white film. and yes, i was being a freak in the rain in a uniform with a red plastic bag going "oh my gosh, that is one awesome bird!"


i'm thinking of saying singlish for a week and see whether my english drops. hm.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

wind wind wind wind


hm, sorry i died? :D

due to some unforeseen circumstances, i had zero access to the internet. and to my handphone.
which makes me completely uncontactable lest you know the number to my house or you know me in school. hahaha.

i have 67354684138435 photos to upload and it feels weird that i'm at yixin's place monopolizing her computer when she's next to me right now, watching me type. D:
you see, i still have the photos from three weeks ago, photos from hanging out with diana, photos of genting, photos of photos and photos from my phone. looks like someone's gonna be really busy organising/editing photos soon. >_> blah.

oh yeah, then my phone restarted itself when i came back to singapore and the camera function died on me. tragic right?

and i'm listening to rainie yang, i blame yixin maan. (in a good way)
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

i'm so broke this week because i spent 3/4 of my allowance on a skirt. okay, off to make a list what i owe to people. :D

oh, by the way, i realised when i upload too much photos, it eats up the other blog posts.
so i'm putting all the blog-eating photo posts under the year 1995. woo.

Friday, March 12, 2010

I CAN'T GET YOUR SMILE OUT OF MY HEAD DAMN DAMN DAMN

woo! i'm suffering from a really shit case of lovesickness. D:

anyway, here's some photos from my phone.

the friggin sky was so friggin nice. if the clouds was like this everyday, i think i'll be real glad. and i think i said that before. haha!





today was cip friday and we had to do some newspaper collecting. we literally went through 13 floors carrying newspapers and stuff. :D then we spotted this really cute dog!

and orange kittyyyyy.



The Rain Spirit says:
*why do i fall for plastics
*:(
♠. joelyn says:
*its okay i almost married a plastic camera

Thursday, March 11, 2010

we're like scientists inside a lab, waiting for our call.

today was sports day. and thinkers won! for the first time!

and weeeell, it was a good day today. i have some photos from sports day but i'm kinda lazy to edit them since i had to sort a lot of them. @_@ i got tired of looking at shots of people running. so, instead, here's the aftermath on what i did after sports day at the stadium. :D

and yeah, i killed the camera lens out of love and abuse so errr..manual focusing isn't easy? by the way, yixin, i lied, i know you don't know my blog and you don't want me to post your pictures but I LIED. :D

you can kill me later if you do eventually see this. ^^

and actual photos of me! and gosh do i look gay in some. and YES i' m chinese. well, photos taken by sim shuen and me. :D

ignore the guy, look at the tree silhouette!











aaaaaawwwwww.



if queenie was armless she would look like that. :0




AWWWWWW.




black and grey because the quality sucked and i liked the photo. D:





and then, off i went to yixin's house. we were suppose to design the noticeboard for recycling but instead we played with her wii. and talked. haha! we have tuition together so it was pretty well planned.

hey hey hey.


i like milk tea moar than mango.

that lightstream came from those lamp posts. a complete accidental shot.


NINA THE CAT HAS A FACE. the poor dear's dinner was being suddenly devoured by ants, it never happens. :c but it did today and i felt so sad for her.


you know you love her toooo. and yay, an actual photo of her. <3

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

frigging stupid/hgf


today i feel like writing crap.
so today i shall write crap! :D and that's a random photo of yixin's collage for dnt.

i don't know what's wrong with me, i try to sleep early and i am still sleeping in class. yep, i think i screwed up my body clock. again.

my sister dropped her lense cap and it rolled down a hill. in malaysia. i'm really attached to the dslr and it looks so sad and empty right now. i have no idea how to protect a camera from 6am till 7:30pm. i have almost half my day with yixin and stuff. D:


and why do i keep doing things impulsively?why whyhwhwy.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

HEY APPLE HEY APPLE HEY APPLE HEY APPLE HEY APPLE KNIFE

stupid blurry finger. D:

today i made jia yi jaywalk for the first time in her life. i feel horrible and awesome at the same time.

Monday, March 8, 2010

the weakend.

HEY. IT'S ANOTHER POST WHERE I POST PHOTOS THAT I WAS TOO LAZY TO POST!
wellll, some are. no dslr photos this time, it's a mix between my not so good digital camera and my handphone.




i saw this button at this popular bookstore outlet in tampines. my sister glared at me and went,"i will kill you if you press that, (my full name here)." but it was a really big button. wooo! luckily we have those toys with all those push me buttons. :D

uhh random. hahaha with no sense.


last friday, now these flowers are all lovely and dried up in my journal.


then i went to marine parade for the first time this saturday. ahaa.


i had to go to the hospital today for a really random eye checkup. the doctor made me get this eyedrop and everything was pretty blur. and well, besides the checkup involved a lot of blinding bright lights and random "okay, look at my right ear, follow my finger, look at my left ear, look here, please remove your contacts, wait outside" and restlessness.

doctor: okay, i need to check your eyes again. (for the fourth time)
me: again?!
doctor: sorry, but you have an interesting case.

then he put that insane blinding light into my eye again. seriously, i felt like an experiment when he said that. :c ah well, it was pretty cool though. you know when you look at lamps and they flare out light?

like that? thanks to the doctor who gave me dilated eyes, i had rainbow lamp flares everywhere. it was too awesome. oh, then when i got home and removed my contacts, my eyes looked like a cat's.

except a lot less cuter and a heck lot scarier. and i did not take those last two photos. *_*