maybe someday, we'll figure all this out.

today i learnt you can't advice someone till you've been in that situation yourself.

and that you can't go around, judging what someone's doing and say,"what the, that's stupid what they're doing to themselves." until you felt it yourself. seriously.

and it's so damn screwy how my weeks have been lately, so damn screwy.

i'm losing control of every crappy thing possible, it's getting to a point that i really don't know what to do anymore. (wah lao emo) it's like i go to school, thinking, "oh crap how i spent my money till i only have this much left?!" and i'm thinking what kind of issues we're all facing and it came to one point.

money money money money money

money's so fucked. mind my language.

okay, once this phase is over i swear i won't let money screw my life.

or relationships.

i'm too lazy to upload anything.

oh yeah, today i went across the road to buy a drink. so it started to drizzle and i'm like,"hmm, should i go to the shelter or just walk under the rain?" i walked under the drizzle.

then it got heavier then i just strolled along like nobody's business. and i was getting slightly soaked and then it came to a point i thought,"shelter? but i'm already wet so what's the point?"

it's like when you're late but you can't decide whether to go slow because you're already late or go fast because you're damn kiasu and you still wanna be there 'earlier' even though you're late.

then i saw this huge bird under a tree, it was bigger than a pigeon. and it was a really pretty bird. i felt like it came out of a black and white film. and yes, i was being a freak in the rain in a uniform with a red plastic bag going "oh my gosh, that is one awesome bird!"

i'm thinking of saying singlish for a week and see whether my english drops. hm.