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today is mummy's birthday.
happy birthday. (:

we had a nice lunch.
then, we had some huge family gathering celebrating my cousin, being the first to wed and also to celebrate his graduation.
i met my cousin joseph, one who i haven't seen for awhile. man, do people change!
anyhow, i don't know why i felt like cutting myself off from everyone even my mum said i was being an antisocial.

"You ar, why you never talk to them! Never ask how they are at work, school.."
".........."

Me? An ANTISOCIAL?!
-offended-

i do not bond well with people i do not know, people i hardly see anymore and my suddenly enlarged family tree.
oh yes, i thought our neighbour downstairs was having renovations but actually, it was a new neighbour! yay, new neighbour.

i remembered as a child when i was with my maid, a female neighbour who used to live in that apartment that's being renovated at the moment, always smiling at us and talking. so i decided to ask my mum about it.

"You know in Eunice (our maid who left us)time there was this neighbour living downstairs?"
"Yeah, she moved out?"
"Who was she? She looked so nice and always smiling,"
"A busybody," mum mutters.
"Oh......"

so i believe all in my memory is her fake big toothy smile.

my sister is so dead for using unauthorised permission on my flickr.
now at least some of them have seen the photos of my cousins. ahhh.

another friday's ritual.

every friday i would walk my dog with carrie and joyce at 3pm.
every friday i would watch october road at 10pm.

and i love coldplay. (:
today we had a dolly photoshoot, of all things. today's carrie's birthday, well, not exactly since it's 12 already.
joyce didn't come, she was tired. betram came instead. and i felt really bad since carrie and i were really into the photoshoot and he, erm, took care of the dogs. -_-

i think i owe him. haha.













you rant lol.

ba dum, ba dum, ba dum.

You Are an Orange Crayon

Your world is colored with offbeat, confident, and stimulating colors. You have a personality that's downright weird - and you wouldn't change it for anything. Loud and expressive, you voice your opinions fearlessly and strongly. And while you have a strong personality, you can be friends with almost anyone. Your color wheel opposite is blue. Your confidence is something blue people truly envy.

What Color Crayon Are You?

i never really liked orange that much, well, orange's okay.
anyway, i've been reading this particular vampire novel..-cough- -cough- and it's somewhat cliched but somewhat hard to get rid of. bellyn's review of the movie isn't quite that good, i seriously wish i could murder the person who did the castings for the movie. -.-



yay it's carrie's birthday.
woohoo.

a raining early morning

it's raining heavily.
the sewing machine drove me nuts so i gave up. ): how frustrating.

oh well, i'm better off hand sewing.

mr 2-mato and brinjal guy

view this first. (:

aw. hahahahaha. (:

my beloved friend created a tomato as my lover. and i created a brinjal for her.

i was literally laughing out loud.

though i rejected mr tomato's love, my tomato on his horse, he has found his new love and married her, a pretty little strawberry! : D

the brinjal met a sad fate though.

he became a meal of fried brinjal after bellyn betrayed him to the chef.

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i wish it'll snow.



i want to go japan.


ahhh. )__:

bland tuesday

yesterday i went shopping with carrie, it was insane fun.

we went to far east plaza where there were an uncountable amount of shops there. there were many pretty things and a mass produced amount of blythe things. for example, blythe earrings, rings, necklaces, bracelets, you say it. sadly, i fear that most of the photos used to create those merchandise were stolen since it's a common thing. ):

there was this particular shop that bore no name, it's shop number was 3-33a. the man who owned the shop was so generously kind even though he had hair that turned grey. he offered discounts on whatever he sold if he could though i really couldn't afford the necklace i liked.
carrie bought a hoodie from him and while we walked, she realised it was small for her. he was so nice, he willingly exchanged the hoodie for another. now, that is a reason for us to come back to him next week. possibly. most likely.
i splurged my allowance on my mum's birthday present. ah, i feel so good.
hahaha.

today i took erin downstairst to take photos. twenty-three photos taken, four made the cut. here's some outtakes. anyhow, i realised her t-bar gotten too short, she looks too upwards. oh well, that'll make me love her more.

okay, time to update my wishlist.

wishlist:
good digital camera/dslr
pocket watch necklace
metal camera necklace
gold in one blythe
aztec arrival


if nuala is still there after a year or two, i would buy her so.
poor erin, she'll be considered young since her possible counterparts are old dolls. :p

afternoon picnic -

Robert Pattinson playing Edward Cullen, the embodiment of the perfect man. Edward's only flaw is that he is a vampire, but if I am reading the metaphor correctly this is actually a good thing because every girl wants an overprotective boyfriend that only wants to suck the life out of you. As long as he is "beautiful" and shimmers in the sun like white diamonds the rest doesn't matter. - twilight movie review


haha, this is so funny. (:
okay, this isn't a short entry, it's going to be worthwhile. I guess.
today, my guitar teacher started to play a really complicated song, saying it would be our guitar exam song. one of the six guitar songs.
i went to another blythe meet today, it was absolutely wonderful. we had a delicious picnic under a tree at east coast park. the weather was perfect well, except showing signs of rain. one half of the sky was grey, the other half was not. well, it eventually started raining cats and dogs. but we were done with our photography.
erin's back from her little trip, she looks absolutely perfect. <3

oh, it was a bad idea to leave avery geoffrey junior behind the group of blythe dolls, he ended up appearing in the photos. how embarrassing!

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i'm saving for a dslr.
i have no alternate choice.

i wanted nuala.

i must stop posting so little.

I had an outrageous idea.
I always wanted a goldie.

I wanted the goldie that's in the shop window of Dollz Inc and I just thought,"Hey, I wanna pay any amount of money for her. She's the one!"

Yes, I'm crazy. :]

Erin has gone on a trip.
She won't be back for awhile.

Apologies on my horrible photos, i have idea block. and writer's block as well.


Joelyn should stop moping.

fake angry song -

i realised scream by zac efron in the high school musical three soundtrack is such a fake angry song. oh well, what to expect.

i think i was being racist today. maybe.
i'm not ever gonna laugh so hard early in the morning, it's bad. i realised today was one of the best guitar lessons, i never laughed like this in class before.
though the wrath of chords is killer.

the decency of food in the house is going stale.
oh yes, i accidentally burnt my tongue when i was drinking soup today. my tongue stings so badly now.

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i'm in the mood for haplessly sad depressing love songs!
mind me.



And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget it
Please don't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

memories.

i was cleaning up the junk in my computer. i found an old blog entry.
and plenty of photos. (:

Edited as it was too crazy. This was written on 25th May 2008, my sister and Erin's birthday.


It's a nice Sunday, it's my dolly's birthday and my beloved evil sister's birthday.

She's turning 19 today.
I'm talking about my sister.

Not Erin.

I would have taken photos of Erin but the thing is, Danial has my camera and he's not home so I can't contact him. :l aw, geez.
Well, i guess I'll have to resort to my mum's phone.
I'm listening to music being fast forwarded. My computer killed my Itunes. My mum found this way awesome vintage-like electric blue speakers and they're cool except the music is super soft. Now, that sucks.
I'm swapping between those blue speakers and the ones I always use, yeah it sounds pretty soft but it's really good stuff. About my current ones, well, they're half-dead but give out the best sounds ever.But, I stole them from my mother's other computer who I killed.

I just realised that all the computers that I have been using, has always been slower, more dead and useless. Well, I have been downloading games when I ever got to use them and I guess Maplestory, Pristontale and The Sims are games that use a lot of memory. Plus, I have been going onto to MiniClip and Y8 and Candystand and other game sites. Teehee.
I'm going to Malaysia later, it's going to be a bore, yeahs. Same chinese food, maybe shopping. I'll probably observe the shoppers and see how they're different from Singaporeans. Yeah, I'm pretty bored. But, we get super cheap things for like, cheaper! Danial, come home.
I want my camera back. T_T Don't delete the photos that I want to blackmail you.

"He said you,"
"Birds can fly so high they can shit on your head and they can almost fly into your eyes and make you feel so scared but when you look at them and see that they're beautiful, that's how I feel about you,"

Random lyrics. (: I finally got to watch this particular Phineas and Ferb episode where I've been waiting to watch since Valentine's Day. It was like awesome, I loved it. Phineas and Ferb formed a band, got a one hit wonder, threw a fit, heard their music in the elevator and then did a reunion tour within one day. Which was so cool. I tell you, the people who created Phineas and Ferb are geniuses!
Well, I think I'm gonna ask my dad for money. I want to buy The Click Five's album, Modern Minds and Pasttimes. I just realised I love their pop music.

"He met her in the phone,"
"He took her to a movie,"

Well, last night, Estella and I talked on the telephone for ages, she ate laksa while I ate curry instant noodles at midnight, we talked about everything. Everything.The Click Five, boys, well, everything!
Then, we played the bombing game on the telephone which was super funny because she kept bombing my dog and I kept laughing like crazy. XD Well, it's strange to describe but I tell you, it was great.

"I'm waiting, waiting for nothing,"
"You're waiting, waiting for something,"
"When did your heart go missing?"

Yesterday, I went to the Expo. I was suppose to meet up with Danial at noon but he cancelled. Well, I'm going to cake him someday. But the chocolate's getting stale. :l Well, anyway, yesterday, I ate at Macau Express. Good stuff and was I stuffed!
My mum dragged me to the food fair and they were all the same things, I tried papaya soy milk, it tasted like papaya but the aftertaste tasted like soy milk. Which was strange in a good way. I don't know why, but I felt sick looking at those fattening squids dipped in chilli sauce.
Moral : Do not go to a food fair when you're freaking full.

It's a horrible idea. I saw a tent called Yummy House and I thought,"Donuts!" Then, it hit me. Why aren't there donuts at food fairs??? Apparantly, Yummy House sold honey and this guy was talking on the microphone, repeating the same thing, over and over again.
"If you got sore throat, eat honey."
"If you got sore throat, eat honey."
"If you got sore throat, eat honey."
LOL. Then, we got stuck in a human jam.
Then, I went to Robinson Sale, there were so many people. Not exactly so many. I went straight to the toys section and saw bubbles. Bubbles!
Strangely, I didn't see any Barbie things which was weird because, Barbie was always EVERYWHERE! But not there. Strange. Anyway, there was Xboxes and PS3s and a lot of boys were playing. There was this boy, he was playing PS3 and he kept making useless sounds. o_O"
"Yeah!"
"WOAH!"
"YEAAH."
"WOOT."
And it was really really loud. I tried persuading my mum to get me a bubble gun but she wouldn't get it for me. ): I like bubbles.
Well, I wonder what kind of things we'll get at Malaysia.



photos.

i drew this horse at twelve.

the bear is frankie, i adored him. but i lost him at a foodcourt.

he's gone.

wash that sugar down

I heard this on October Road. (:

Today I accidentally broke my spectacles. At least I have an excuse to get better ones, mine are so crappy. I'll be semi-blind till the 25th though..
I met Carrie and Joyce at the park today with Wang and Carrie's jack russel, Mickey. Hee, he is so cute. I took some photos.



And outtakes from previous photoshoots with Erin because I feel bored.

random day .

the theme park was closed. it's only opened during the weekends.

i was really looking forward on having fun since the last time i went to the theme park was years ago with my mum and sister and it was nothing fun..

i ended up having my brunch with carrie, joyce and xuan feng. we talked for an hour till xuan feng came. and man, did he eat fast.
well, we did talk a lot.
i spent the day wasting twenty minutes at e!hub walking backwards, taking a long route to the pasir ris park playground and shopping at white sands. (:
we spent an hour walking to the playgrounds and we were almost there when it rained. so, we took a bus back to the interchange and xuan feng went home.
carrie, joyce and me went shopping and i bought a new purse. and a mini avery bear which i found in a shop. (:
carrie called wednesday random day.



Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You'll never notice

♥

as my dad always says,"Joelyn, don't get so involved so early in life,"

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i'm going to a theme park tomorrow.

hello tiffany james and the little imperfect guitar

i feel somewhat inferior when i read literature paragraphs written by other people.
and their character profiles with real pictures of one person, either female or male. though the first thing that appears in my mind says,"I wonder if they stole that photo and edited it themselves,"
i don't know how to do that, simply taking somebody's photo and using it for my character profile. if i even start one. if i can, i rather take self-portraits of myself.
that'll never happen.

anyhow, i hardly roleplay anymore. firstly, usually, the plots are disgustingly cliched or, character profiles are somewhat required. i used to write a lot, now i don't.
i might take up writing again. i wrote this a couple weeks ago.
please leave constructive criticism on my tagboard. (:

Tiffany James always hated her name. She was never proud of it, she believed the name belonged to the stereotypical bitchy blondes in cheerleader's uniform with their obnoxious giggles and never-ending gossip. Tiffany always called herself Gala, it was malay for bamboo pole. But who would ever call themselves a bamboo pole? Her reason?
She was so thin, she often compared herself to a bamboo pole. And, no one would ever know gala meant "bamboo pole" instead of festivity. Well, except those who learnt malay.

Tiffany would be usually mistaken for having white hair from afar, but her hair was really a light shade of blonde. It was long with a straight flat fringe. She usually wore dresses in monotones with her glittery silver ballet flats.
Tiffany lived far from school. She studied in a special school.

that was how far i got to.
i don't know if i want to post it on fictionpress. i intended to post it on quizilla but quizilla has been taken over by a bunch of writers writing cliches or fan fiction.

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i took out my guitar after a month of hating it.
i planned on getting a classical and then playing with my acoustic. well, i changed my mind.
i missed the smell of wood it gave out.
and the design of white leaves, a gold flower protruding out where a gold bird is taking its honey.

(:

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yesterday i went shopping with mum. we went shopping for fabric and i got new fabric to play with. and special scissors that can cut fabric!

they're very sharp.
i don't why i made that point.

we even bought some donuts and peach tarts for breakfast.
while we were at the alcohol section of the supermarket, there was this unknown bag.
i thought it was a bomb waiting to explode. yeah, i know, kind of paranoid of me to think that..
well, i was kinda freaked when i watched the "if the singapore train station was really bombed" video. it was really scary. imagine if the bomb went off, near fire hazardous drinks..
yeah..

i had guitar class today. i didn't play well.
oh well.

i need my lemonade.

a conversation i had with ting fang.

i am finally seeing -

i was the one worth leaving ♥

i am in the midst of changing my photography style. i'm not so good taking photos of erin in grass. i can no longer return to the field i loved because, (read this) i'm afraid i'll attract more attention by passerbys wondering why such a juvenile is wandering in the field. and, the grass there hurts my legs as they're full of spikes. ):

i finally got another idea.
kudos to ting fang!

yawns.

today what seemed to be an attempt to eat dim sum with my sister at bugis and then sending her a bye to school was definitely not an attempt.
i ended up spending the entire day in her school where the teachers and students seemingly ignored me while i met her friends and we had dinner at subway. we were stuffed. (:
yay for nafa.

now i have nothing to do for the rest of the holidays. -_-

wake up call, coffee and juice.

(click to enlarge)
oh my god.
erin's on SG yahoo.
this is the specific photo disclosed.


and it was viewed four hundred and six times.
currently there is no one on msn that i can express my crazy shocked excitement and i went nuts to my sister and she went,"For what?"
So, tomorrow, I'm gonna celebrate. Somehow.
Yeah.

screenshot courtesy of serene.

2pm:
it's raining but i don't feel cold yet. why can't we just have four seasons and get over it?
and i'm being a bitch. -_-

i hate those days when all i want to do is slack around and watch television.
i wish i had a dslr.
i am wondering why i don't feel an inch of coldness even though it's currently raining cats and cookies.
i am not good with advice at the moment.
my throat is as dry as paper.
i drank too much coffee.
but i love the coffee we have now.
i'm listening to a song about snow.
i planned a photoshoot today but come to think of it, i'm lacking inspiration.
for the first time, i'm wearing a turtleneck and i feel occasionally strangled.


dj fly nerd of the furry cirus.
today is my random sunday.

i couldn't get to see hou this weekend.
and i was watching the heroes marathon today. i think i might be addicted to it.

tag replies :
Carrie: Hi you. (:
zero: well, i got it first. LOL

halloween

I'm pretty sure alarm clocks don't work for me.
Hmm, I should get those electric shock ones, those might work. They're like normal alarm clocks and when you press the button to shut it up, you'll recieve an electric shock in return.

Today I went to my class barbeque. Not exactly what I expected but still, it was good.
Well, except being accidentally hit with a water bomb and not expecting that balloons can cause great pains on the back since I was hit there...
Our barbeque pit was located behind a theme park and the theme park sent a two little kids, a vampire and a grim reaper to scare a particular pit. The grim reaper was poking a guy on his butt. Heh.
And there were some older guys and they made themselves up like the Joker from Batman which was awesome.

Anyhow, I went home with aching bones though I adored today.
My dog is staring at me dyfunctionally..

happy halloween.