kinda remember that time where me carrie calvin and ben hung out at macs.

and calvin moped just because i didn't really talk to him.

and all he did was

mope mope mope mope mope mope

glad he's in a happier place.

though, i don't know if i can ever trust anybody else when they tell me they love me. clearly, you didn't know the definition of love. but i'm still healing.

rant

have i changed?

have i not changed?

i wish you could see.

my past mistakes are your present.

you won't let me go, you treat me like yesterday and the yesterdays before that.

you don't see it.

"I don't know whose the idiot who brought you to church. You went to church and became an idiot."

why.

tell me this love hasn't changed, changed me at all.

cry, i don't know the reason.

no, but you wouldn't agree to it.

force, but why, why won't you let me go.

reason, reason, you can't see it.

nonchalance.

here comes the feeling i thought i've forgotten!

oh goodness.

i don't listen to superman by joe brooks.

you sent it to me and i was so surprised and filled with "aww you are too sweet".

it was unfortunate but it was all talk and no action and whenever i hear that song, i just get filled with goosebumps and that you'll return. it just reminds me of you.

and i don't want to be reminded of you.

i never take pictures of myself in spectacles anymore.

but today i did and these aren't even mine. i really like them.

if one day if i get a pair of spectacles (since i killed my previous pair), i might wear it forever and ever.