had a really inspiring conversation about reaching out to people in our schools with miaoxin yesterday while we were on the bus to burger king. and it was so fun because miaoxin wanted to reach out to all our primary school friends.

"ya, a reunion in..cornerstone?"

cool only ahaha.

prayed about direction last night because honestly, i didn't know where to go. and for once during assembly, i just asked God,"Where do you want me to go, God? Where?"
and it came so easily. and we were all standing for morning assembly.

"The person next to you."

"On your left and on your right."

go.

oh how you were like this at home.

kinda remember that time where me carrie calvin and ben hung out at macs.

and calvin moped just because i didn't really talk to him.

and all he did was

mope mope mope mope mope mope

glad he's in a happier place.

though, i don't know if i can ever trust anybody else when they tell me they love me. clearly, you didn't know the definition of love. but i'm still healing.

rant

have i changed?

have i not changed?

i wish you could see.

my past mistakes are your present.

you won't let me go, you treat me like yesterday and the yesterdays before that.

you don't see it.

"I don't know whose the idiot who brought you to church. You went to church and became an idiot."

why.

tell me this love hasn't changed, changed me at all.

cry, i don't know the reason.

no, but you wouldn't agree to it.

force, but why, why won't you let me go.

reason, reason, you can't see it.

nonchalance.

here comes the feeling i thought i've forgotten!

oh goodness.

i don't listen to superman by joe brooks.

you sent it to me and i was so surprised and filled with "aww you are too sweet".

it was unfortunate but it was all talk and no action and whenever i hear that song, i just get filled with goosebumps and that you'll return. it just reminds me of you.

and i don't want to be reminded of you.

i never take pictures of myself in spectacles anymore.

but today i did and these aren't even mine. i really like them.

if one day if i get a pair of spectacles (since i killed my previous pair), i might wear it forever and ever.

memories will either break you or make you

certain favourites.

wawaya

photos we took on marc's birthday surprise. more like happy zhi lian moments. hehhee.

:>

Change

It's hard for me to adapt to change. Things don't usually change for me, that's why.

But that isn't a valid reason really, things have to change, whether we like it or not.

People come and go, people come and go.

People we like and people whose faces who we probably wish will never see again.

Comfort, being uncomfortable.

Seeing faces but not knowing what really lies beneath those faces and coming to know them. Come and go, come and go, come and poof.\\

Give me time because sometimes I don't let myself comprehend.

God and time, let me process. Change.

Sometimes I say,"Change is good." but honestly, I'm unsure.

and like i wna crawl into a hole again

again and again and again

sixteen

SWEET SIXTEEN GONNA SPREAD MY WINGS

SWEET SIXTEEN IT'S MY CHANCE TO FLY

SWEET SIXTEEN

..I forgot the rest of the lyrics. But hello there, I'm sixteen. And old, but yeah!

get well son

nmh says:

i gtg

bye bye

joelyn says:

bye!

get well son.

nmh says:

don't forget your wishes!

joelyn says:

LOL

SON

AHHAHAHA

nmh says:

LOL

joelyn says:

SON

nmh says:

HAAHAHA

joelyn says:

LOLOLOLOL

SOON.

LOL

SOOON

nmh says:

okay, bye my son

joelyn says:

I'M YOUR FATHER

LOL

nmh says:

I WANT A GIRLFRIEND LOL

dad i want one i want oen

get me one

joelyn says:

OK WHEN YOU'RE 21 BYE.

nmh says:

okay i gtg

joelyn says:

LOL

nmh says:

bye!

joelyn says:

bye! <3

nmh says:

21? WHY NOT 12?

OKAY BYE

The tape the glue the blutac won't hold.

hole in my heart

two years ago. maybe three.

sigh, damn discouraged today pls.

YES I KNOW MY SHIRT READS HOSAMA BACKWARDS I'M NOT PROUD OF IT :(
Really gay photos because I'm so bored on Vesak Day.

CARRY ME THROUGH

I bend, but don't break
Somehow I'll get through
Cause I have You

When all have left me
And hope has disappeared
You'll find me here

I stumble and I fall
Carry me through
the wonder of it all is you
See me through

- Crawl (Carry Me Through), Superchick

Mixed feelings

With great irresponsibility comes great consequence! -_-

I have this awesome habit of not telling my mum where I go sometimes and she just yelled at me for being a liar. I don't know, she expected me to get mad and slam the door at her as usual. I didn't. I didn't expect me either, haha.

Today was a good day though I'm never playing L4D2 for some time.

I like feeling stable in Christ.

I hate how terrible I am with every word you write where in my head I scream,"WELL START DOING SOMETHING YOU."

Hah.

hello good morning.

2009 - May 2011

Memory lane. Things have changed and look how I changed hahha. :)