tye-yerd.

i think i've like typed it, said it so many times but I AM TIRED.

and you'll be like,"OF COURSE YOU'VE BEEN SLEEPING SO LATE LIKE ALL THE TIME OF COURSE YOU'RE TIRED."

here's the part where i go,"HAH!"

WHY? you wanna know why? i've been cultivating good sleeping habits hahhaha. really, i've been having like 7 - 9 hours of sleep lately but i'm still so tired. i think my human clock is not used to this. @_@ i have free time today, so happy man. but i just spent an hour on it..online. which is a fail really, i won't have time for myself any time soon.

for example, my saturday's gone to flag day. it's only one day but yeah.

so technically, today is my weekend. and i'm just typing away like some bobo. sometimes i'm envious of people who have nothing to do, do-nothing days are so good. (Y)

but i'm not complaining, i like things the way they are. even though all i want to do right now is just to lie in bed and die hahah. anyway, ms jow told the class that her new year present for us is a 30+ chinese spelling on the first day of school after new year break.

BRING IT ON. srslyyyy, i am really like, psyched and i wanna do good for chinese. i am tired of almost failing and getting C6s. :c and then there's another chinese test the day after and uhm, a chinese compo test on valentine's day.

which kinda sucks. hahaha. idk, valentine's day has a lot of meaning to me although actually it really doesn't. the irony indeed. when i was sec 1, i saw a lot of coral couples during valentine's day and i was like,"aw." but yeah, who cares, that's not why valentine's day has meaning to me. (although it really makes me feel jealous/annoyed/meh every time i see a couple. i mean i GET IT, i'm a teenager and blahblah, yay you got a boyfriend/girlfriend but why do you couples prefer to walk around single people!?!?! D: -mini rant-) IT CALLS FOR CARDS.

CARDSSSSS. -hissing emphasis-

actually i haven't started. so there's a chance that i might not do cards. (like i did on christmas)

but...but..not to dash anymore hopes, fingers crossed i actually do anything.

anyway, i was drawing something for my art portfolio and it was raining and we were in the hut in school. (not a real hut, it's like, a mini sheltered area with a picnic table thing, idk how to explain) and by some magical chance, really, the wind was like magic. so i was drawing and i let the paper be with my marker on top of it and turned to look at my friend and the wind suddenly blew. and the paper, the awesome paper...it flew really awesomely and landed into a puddle.

a puddle you know. all my ink gone man. but it looks all faded and funny now. i like it. hahha, but i'm quite sad because i spent some time on it. even though it was only like, 6% done.

the words are inspired from this song called 'show me what i'm looking for' by carolina liar.

oh, wee, off to sort of enjoy my friday. :>

oh yeah, vanguard was awesome. i prayed for chairs and walls and doors and um, it was really really really funny. my prayers were so funny. like literally. haha!