cause' it's you in my arms tonight, i don't need a imitation

i missed school today.

not because i was sick or anything and no, i didn't miss school on purpose. okay, maybe i had a choice but i'll probably get screamed to death by some teacher if i did because it was so late and i don't really wanna explain what happened this morning because it really hurt me big time and it really showed how this person really is lah. but i suppose this person has their own reasons and if you're pissed i guess you would do the same. most likely.

yes, i prefer being vague and all because i can't believe i walked home with tears and people going to work/school just stared at me. so um, i felt so failed again because i was really really really led by my own emotions and i have tendencies to run when i'm mad. and yay for unlocked car doors?

no, no. not at all.

it's stupid, i wasted a day of school. ._.

i'm going to do homework and i'm so inspired by fashion for some reason but i can't draw right now, i have a lot of homework that's due tomorrow. -_- sigh.

i keep dreaming about people. i dreamt about the cell, like twice. it was interesting haha.

i dreamt about being in new york for the '2nd time'. apparently, previously in another dream, i was in new york hahah. and it was really cold like korea and i wasn't dressed for winter, i was wearing a short skirt and it felt cold but not so cold, you know?

then i dreamt about this one guy i sort of know but i really don't know him, i don't know why he was there even. like you know who he is but you don't really know him personally that kind of thing. hah. i kept elbowing him in my dream hahahha. and then suddenly we (we as in me and some random people who i deemed as friends but i never met them irl, they're just people with vague faces like when you try to focus your camera but their faces become unfocused?) started air gliding from building to building like in some race. it's not called air gliding but it's not paragliding either, i forgot the term. z_z and that guy disappeared and we were teleporting in lifts on roofs in new york.

yes man. in my head, new york is this futuristic teleporting roof place night funland.