wawaya

photos we took on marc's birthday surprise. more like happy zhi lian moments. hehhee.

:>

so amazingly tired but i think i thrive on writing things that are like, spilling out of my mind. i still keep dreaming about people, it sort of weirds me out but i guess they're just dreams.


today i was walking home and i saw this woman burning paper money.
and sometimes i just constantly ask God,"God, is this woman in Your mind?"
"God, are these people in Your mind?"

and i believe every single person is on His mind. and yeah.

yeah. yes, i don't really know why i wrote that hahaha.

things to do

since my exams are over and the june holidays are coming. i should do a to-do list.

this might be a very long list. :D

this shall be stuck as the first entry of my blog to remind myself teehee.

• learn how to ride a bike

• go back out in orchard

• learn how to play the guitar/ukelele

• do a mini notebook collage

• hang out with diana

• hang out with diana and danial

• go window-shopping at a flea market

• go to an outlet of the salvation army and hunt for stuff

• make a birthday card or two or three or six

• return to that giant field across the road and take pictures and ignore the random passer-bys

• do a realistic drawing of a flower

• surprise mum with shoes

• treat jean to lunch/dinner/breakfast/random meal/chihuahua

• try talking about God to somebody

• learn how to stop taking things for granted

• start singing randomly

• watch toy story 3 (I DON'T CARE I LOVE WOODY TOO MUCH)

• take pictures take pictures take pictures

• document a random day

• develop photos

• open up more in real life

• buy skinny jeans

• stop coming online and spend time writing/drawing/taking pictures/watching mindless tv

• stop the growing habit of bubble tea ; _ ;

• reconnect to some people i should be talking to

• collect all my lost phone numbers

• make good use of the holidays and not waste time like i did last year with the holidays -_-

• rid the fear of random people staring and go back to that dang field of weedsxz

• go on a random photoshoot with random people

• have a drink at starbucks

YEAH.

ANYONE WANNA DO IT.

(crickets chirping, car alarms going off, people screaming)

friday fences.

FRIDAY FENCES

hola hola.

i had an awesome friday! sometimes, these are the kind of days that i wish i could relive again when i want to. and if i could relive that day again, i wanna drag along my camera because it would be a photo album of that entire day.

i don't think you really want to know all the details. (unless you think i am stalker-friendly but thus i am not. HAH THAT WAS LAME TO SAY) i think i can say it all started during physics, when mr chung thought yixin raised her hand to call him but instead he was merely witness to her whacking me.

which she then took the advantage of whacking me. thrice. D:

she whacks damn hard okay. :c

we had friday assembly about fencing.

which i had to think fencing = fence.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M SO LAME. (cool fence though)

then, i hung out at yixin's place with some girlssss and we ate pizza and played the wii and talked crap and laughed and it was fun. then i realised i swear a lot when it comes to driving cars in the wii. okay, i think i get why guys love driving games so much. (blah blah blah there goes my inner nerd) I LEARNT HOW TO DRIFT. YEAH. how happy was i yo.

then i fled the area when my hair decided to screw up. okay, not really, when we all left, my hair just screwed up. okay, my hair screws up every single minute. hmm. i had dinner with my church buddies and it was awesome! though i'm very broke now.

again. diana/carrie please hack me later.

I FINALLY GOT TO MEET DIANA AND CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY. YEAH.

AND I FELT SO REMINISCENT. YEAH. maisarah and danial were thereee. the details would bore you to death and there were some screaming, laughing and secrets and funny points but i'm talking crap right now because i'm highhh. oh, there was this moment when i forgot danial took my phone and i freaked out because i thought i left it at mcdonalds. -_-

okay, we began at mcdonalds and seriously, diana and danial could be siblings and i would totally believe it. and we walked and walked and walked. i make no sense. because, i really don't wanna explain my day, i'm suckishly boring at doing so.

you should ask me personally. :D

oh blah blah blaash. i just rambled agaaain. i will regret this tomorrow when i reread this.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND

this predicament cannot get any worser.

it did. it really did.

i'm completely uncontactable! really! unless i'm online.

don't try to call me, don't try to text me. you'll get that computerised voice going.

"You have reached the number of (number here or i think it's this gay recording of me screaming banana), please leave a message after the tone. BEEP" my poor phone, it's been two weeks!

i'm like, staring at my phone, hoping it'll vibrate with a message but then i realised it's dead. DEAD! i hate dead phone lines.

maybe it was because a middle aged woman screamed at this teenage boy on his bike, who sped past her and accidentally whacked her arm and she screamed,"BASTARD!" at him that shook me a bit. maybe it's because i'm really tired and situations and people aren't my cup of tea for now.

I KNOW HOW TO DO MY POA HOMEWORK. YEAH.

yes no yes no yes

i'm broke now, i don't know how i did it, i'm kinda baffled myself.
hmm, baffle sounds like waffle. mm, chocolate waffles. ;__;

NO I DIDN'T BUY WAFFLES OKAY. I WAS NOWHERE NEAR A PLACE THAT SOLD ANY. i'm just the kind of person who splurges/buys anything that goes to my liking. it's so damn random. and diana, who usually is there to watch my wallet cry in horror would say,"DON'T BUY. YOU DON'T NEED IT." and i'll try to fight against the temptations but i'll still end up with something. hahha. i'll make lame excuses like "I NEED IT", "ITS CHEAP", "IT'S SO CUTE AND CHEAP.". which is kinda hopeless. -_-"

today i was on fire. (not literally.)

i'm glad i was. i'm not making sense today.

nmh says:

*bellyn teach me on how to act like a gay

*0 u 0

Bellyn says:

*arent you already rather gay?

♠. joelyn (R) says:

*you can start with that

*xD

*LOL

nmh says:

*thank you

*-drops down and faints-

*am i?!

♠. joelyn (R) says:

*LOL

wind wind wind wind

hm, sorry i died? :D

due to some unforeseen circumstances, i had zero access to the internet. and to my handphone.
which makes me completely uncontactable lest you know the number to my house or you know me in school. hahaha.

i have 67354684138435 photos to upload and it feels weird that i'm at yixin's place monopolizing her computer when she's next to me right now, watching me type. D:
you see, i still have the photos from three weeks ago, photos from hanging out with diana, photos of genting, photos of photos and photos from my phone. looks like someone's gonna be really busy organising/editing photos soon. >_> blah.

oh yeah, then my phone restarted itself when i came back to singapore and the camera function died on me. tragic right?

and i'm listening to rainie yang, i blame yixin maan. (in a good way)
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

i'm so broke this week because i spent 3/4 of my allowance on a skirt. okay, off to make a list what i owe to people. :D

oh, by the way, i realised when i upload too much photos, it eats up the other blog posts.
so i'm putting all the blog-eating photo posts under the year 1995. woo.

blab

♠. joelyn says:

*AND

*I MISPLACED MY KEYS

*SHIT

*D:

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*-.-

*LOL

*GO HUUNT

*MAYBE WANG WANG ATE IT *-)

♠. joelyn says:

*mehh t_t

*LOL

it is time for me to create a box so my wallet and keys don't go missing. i've been late twice thanks to them. D:

hollywood infected your brain

another random photo with the handphone, haha.

i'm actually quite done with editing all the photos! but now i'm really tired/lazy/rushed to upload them alllll. I DON'T HAVE HOMEWORK TODAY well except social studies but that's due next week so i don't really have to care for now. wooo!

i won't be online as often as i seem to be (which is daily because i am a diehard addict and i fail yes i fail I FAIL) due to some really bad technical difficulties. no, nothing is wrong with the computer. nothing at all.

well, i don't update a lot either so yeah, yeaaah.

right left right left

-

BELLYN WoTD : eschew - to avoid says:

*omg

*my grandma

*gave me a whole bucket of porridge

nmh says:

*lol

*not like you'll get fat -_-

*you have miracle jeans

*i mean genes

*wtf

BELLYN WoTD : eschew - to avoid says:

*it's not the fat problem

*i dont mind eating two boxes of pizza

*it's ~porridge~

nmh says:

*loool

♠. joelyn says:

*LOLOL

*MIRACLE JEANS

*HAHAHA

i'm really lame. -_-

curry donuts

♠. joelyn says:

*donut vs cheese

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*Donut

*:D

*I'm sure Danial'll agree

♠. joelyn says:

*donut.

*BECAUSE THERE IS A CHEESE DONUT

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*Ahahahaha

*-.-

♠. joelyn says:

*later got curry donut.

*ew.

*o_o

iDanial || ImOnFire! says:

*O_O

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*What the....?

iDanial || ImOnFire! says:

*-faints-

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*-faints with Dan-

♠. joelyn says:

*LOL

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*Curry + Donut = Wtf?

♠. joelyn says:

*curry + donut = food poisoning

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*-barfs-

-

♠. joelyn says:

*is it okay if i post that donut part on my blog? :D

iDanial || ImOnFire! says:

*Can, lol.

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*You adding the fainting part? lol

♠. joelyn says:

*yes

Ðΐαηα, ♥ says:

*Aw man

*-goes back to faint position-

iDanial || ImOnFire! says:

*-same-

there are plenty of humans on the land

hohum.

random accidental shot of some frog keychain i have.

i bought shoes today, yay. i kinda went out with my mum today, it was weird. and i'm weirded out that my sister prefers to go to class late because she technically wants to skip class. right..

well, yeah.

you're not the cream cheese of my bagel

i really love this.

okay, it's really late, i can't sleep. i love zooey deschanel, i love 500 days of summer. sometimes i take pictures and words and art and save them and look at them to feel inspired.

yesssss. i just realised i have a lot of stuff to do.

damn, i'm thinking of stupid shit too.

*help-DyL@n says:

*tell him tht

*dylan wise advice is "go fck a chicken and die"

Diana, ♥ says:

*what?

*O______________________O"

*help-DyL@n says:

*no...

*tht would be an insults to the chickens!

♠. joelyn says:

*i like chickens. D:

help-DyL@n says:

*i hate their fats lolz

damn, i have to wake up at 10 tomorrow morning to go to my cousin's wedding.

i'm not fond of weddings, they make me all jealous inside.

and i don't like to be forced to get up in the morning. z_z

aieeee.

AND I'M STILL BEING MOCKED BY SOME NAME.

IT'S EVERYWHERE. EVERYWHERE.

literally.

EVERYWHERE.

i shan't say anything.

i melted.

just a lot of random photos.

bulletproof.

i think i'm nocturnal.

i think the more proper word is insomniac.

i still need to wash my dishes. hurrhh.