these big city dreams are what you're about.

hana didn't come to school today, farahin and i got reaaaaally frustrated.

really.

tomorrow i'm having some e-learning thing so i don't have to go to school tomorrow. ♥

but i don't really get it if they want us to do the work from 9am to 3pm but why is the work already posted on the blog? it's so confusing. now i don't know whether i want to wake up and late and do the work or wake up early, go out for a dolly photoshoot and come back and do the work..

that sounded confusing hahaha.

my sister and i took wangwang out for a walk, she was ecstatic. and there were a lot of dogs.

and cats. there was this really cute black and white cat, it had an awesome face.

i'm bad at describing. i think i need anger management.

i fucking refuse to let you ruin my night.

and i can't even rant properly or else i'm going to sound like a typical chinese girl. argh.

what the fuck. i mean, common courtesy much?! when you hit someone by accident, you are suppose to fucking apologise and not fucking give that fucking look like i'm in the fucking wrong.

do not fucking pull your weight around. it doesn't mean you have a clique of noisy people that you can do whatever you want. people will not do what you want them to do. ahhh, fuck it.

the d to the e to the l i c i o u s.

Today was the last day of school. It was somewhat overwhelming.
I'll miss my desk. And the classroom.
And every single person in my class. (Okay, not everyone :P)

School started off in the hall and ended at 1:35pm in the classroom. We had a small gig of a band and later two guitarists which was quite awesome. I'm still quite amazed by the guy who was playing the classical guitar. I guess practice really does make perfect. Anyway, I followed my mum to the parents teacher conference with my form teacher.

I ended up laughing a lot, I don't know why. My mum and my teacher were fake smiling. Or something. (: I did okay but mum still wants me to go to the better stream next year.

Tomorrow I'm watching High School Musical 3 with Hana and Mira and maybe Brandon and Ting. HSM isn't that cheesy, okay, it is. The trailers just seemed intriguing enough.

I don't know what will happen.
Ha, we'll see.

The outing was terribly boring. More we learned about Singapore and Singapore.
The short videos they made us watch and the interactive game they made us play was still somewhat interesting though.
There were plenty of other students from different schools but we didn't interact with them. They were really out of our age group and looked really strange.

In the bus back to school, we fell asleep because the walking and talking made us tired.

I like walking in White Sands eating chocolate sundaes from Mcdonalds with Diyanah. (:
Though it rained cats and dogs and we were getting sogged.

29/40 people are going to my class barbeque.
We still do not have enough money.

i'm making every possible mistake

hat maI fucking hate spammers.
Spammers who talk bullshit. Utter bullshit.
I hope karma gets you, you fucking retarded spammer with no freaking life.
And I hope that you can learn how to spell.
I know karma will too get me for this, scolding a spammer so harshly. :l


Today everyone was forced to listen to a two hour talk about bullies and gangsters.
Today my class won first place in handball.
Today the house door jammed twice.
Today, I finally went to the giant field near my home to take photos. It wasn't exactly as I expected it to be. The grass wasn't soft as grass, it was rough and the ends of each piece of grass was sharp and prickly. It hurt but the photos came out nicely.
I can't wait for the dress to arrive.

I guess today was okay.
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i screamed for the first time in a couple of months.
well, it was getting dark and i was going to switch on the lights in the living room. what i didn't see was a lizard that well, was just right in front of my face. it was dark, i was shocked and i hated lizards since forever and well, screamed.
really loudly.

and it interested my dog, she was wagging her tail so curiously and happily at me when my scream freaked the lizard and it scattered off to some part of the wall and i ran back to my room.

today, we watched the pursuit of happyness in school.
yes, that was the only interesting thing that happened today in school.

i posted the money to bellyn today but the money changer cheated me of 10rm. but i'll buying something else from her in january so i guess i'll return the 10rm to her. (:


i still hate lizards though.

polaroid

Po-lar-oid
1. A trademark used for a specially treated, transparent plastic capable of polarizing light passing through it, used in glare-reducing optical devices.
2. A trademark used for a camera and film that produce instant photographs.

hi.
i am not perfect and i am no genius.
i'm in the midst of recieving my end of year exam results and they're horrible. i guess that's what you get for last minute studying. my parents expect me to go to express next year which seems pretty hopeless now. even though my dad is easy to please, my mum is like the crudest movie or food critic, she expects only the best. or, you could most likely recieve a very bad review from her if she was one. i failed biology and math, well, it was quite likely..
anyhow, my mum was really displeased.
oh well, i'll try getting her good food to please her. or, leave her alone and let my sister be her favourite.

today, i arrived late for school. i came when the final bell rang and they closed the gates to school. apparantly, we had to pick up trash for being late and it was impossible as the school was really clean. i felt really low to ask one of the cleaners to give me some trash, it was really stupid. .__.
anyhow, i gotten my english and chemistry marks. i did okay.


Name a friend from A to Z.
A- Adeline
B- Bellyn
C- Carrie
D- Diyanah
E- Estella
F- Farahin
G-
H- Hana
I-
J- Joyce
K-Karissa
L- Livio
M- Mira
N- Nurdiana
O-
P-
Q- Queenie
R-Reuben
S- Safarah
T- Ting Fang
U-
V- Vanessa
W- Wai Hong
X-
Y- Yixin
Z-
1. How many siblings does A have? Two.

2. What does B sms you about? Lolita. :D

3. What is C's nickname? She had one but then it faded away.

4. How did you get to know D? I met Diyanah on the orientation camp when i first started secondary school.

5.How desperate is E? Nah, not really.

6. How much older/younger is F than you? I'm seven months two days older.

7. Do you think you'll fall in love with G? I know no one starting with a letter G.

8. Are H and I together? Problem is, there's no one at I..

9. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy? Oh crap.

10. Under what conditions would K and L get married? There's no one at K..

11. How many people you know with M's name? There's only one Mira. :D

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? I spoken once with Nurdiana. It was really awkward and random. XD

13. Do you think O knows P? O and P are nobodies. Maybe nobodies know each nobodies.

14. How geeky is Q? Maaaybe.

15. Is R very popular? No. Hell no.

16. What happens if S likes you? :D

17. Is T a very random person? Sometimes. (;

18. How are U and V related? They aren't. But Vanessa is awesome.

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? No.

20. When was the last time you met up with X? ...

21. Are Y and Z enemies? She has no enemies.

22. Of A to Z which do you love most and will give love? D, T, Y, V, N, because they're my best friends. And, everyone else. (:

23. Will you betray anyone of them? Uh. No.

24. Have you ever loved and confessed to anyone from A to Z? My imaginary friend did.









yay.