brimming killer plastic

oh god, i hate dnt. what's dnt you may ask?

(yeah everyone knows what is but if you ever never heard of it then here's a very simple explanation why am i even explaining uh i also don't know)

dnt is design and technology. my sister calls it the technical side of art.

you sketch, you draw ideas but you have to actually bring the design to life. which is fucking hell really. D: you do measurements, that's okay. you have to find out what materials to use, sketch 2345325 times and etc etc. i'm actually pretty fine with the drawing sketching, the ideation the everything.

i just can't bring the design to life.

bring me to a machine and you can hear the artefact screaming like i'm that saw guy killing peoplez. except i don't feel good about it.

ask me to cut plastic i give you deformed plastic. serious.

ask me to cut wood in a curved line, i give you the saddest piece of wood with the ugliest cut ever. I AM SERIOUS. REALLY.

i really don't know the anatomy of a machine even if the demostration's there. i just nod, "yeah yeah yeah" but it goes out of my head.

oh well, i can't be good in everything, can't i?

i'm just glad i haven't killed anyone today.

my lovely piece of plastic is deformed, all scratched and rough. i had to get a lot of help and my classmates were saying,"you cut wrong already!!!" and i'm like,"i'm sad okay okay :c"

and karissa, sorry i laughed at that bun thing. i was being random. D:

i think i apologised a lot during dnt, i felt so frustrated. then my mind shut down on me. i couldn't even do homework for my favourite subjects. i couldn't think. nothing. like it blanked out on me. hahah.

AND YES ABOUT THE GENTING TRIP.

I MIGHT BE MEETING BELLYN AND MEI HUEY YES. AND THEN WE CAN GO TO THE THEME PARK AND EAT MCFLURRIES THOUGH I DON'T LIKE MCFLURRIES AND RIDE THE ROLLERCOASTER AND TALK TALK TALK. YEAH GENTING.

then again, i might write sooner or later. "they couldn't make it."

hope not. but anything could happen.

oh yes, like the new playlist? i love it, it's really on replay in my itunes.