oh woop.

i don't like sundays.
it's the end of the weekend especially of a long weekend.

oh god, my stomach hurts so bad because stomach acid is eating on the lining of my stomach.
i did write that on purpose.

i think that's because i skipped dinner and i was suppose to heat up the curry and eat it but i didn't so here's the issue.

i have art to finish, to colour to paint.
i can't take photos because i have no camera.

i'm panicking because there's the exams next week.
i want to take art next year but my mum objects to it.

i like art, i really do. i want to do more and do better like photography but there are two million bloody obstacles in my bloody young life of mine that i'm wasting minutes and minutes and minutes and minutes.

this shows i should go pack my bag and go to bed.
and i am so insanely happy and jealous that bellyn gets to go to japan next month, it makes my heart feel so high and go so low but i think i will beg her for a souveneir or maybe not.
i miss going on holidays.