if you're feeling sinister.

skyped with bellyn last weekend.

life's a bitch, yes it is.

"We've haven grown apart. You've fallen apart." - Beaches

i fucking contradict myself. i didn't know i was a perfectionist either.

i think i screwed up my exams this time. gosh, my eyes hurt so bad.

我要你记得无言的承诺 says:

*part of life rite, getting over somebody .....

♠. joelyn says:

*yep.

wrong.

so, i don't really want to divulge about my exam results. i didn't do that bad.

but yeah. nothing's really happening in life, i'm getting more moody, i hate crushing, life sucks etc.

i should really go back to doll photography but every photo keeps turning out wrong, it's depressing. i feel like i'm going nowhere, i'm just stuck in one place. really. i should stop typing and start doing. ha.

i don't have much plans right now, i hope more stuff comes up. maybe i'll just wander back to that field and take photos of erin again. i don't mind, my sister's camera is almost a part of me now.

i think i'm going to arm wrestle safarah tomorrow, lol.

this is going to be interesting, haha.

"She's the girl who’s always laughing her ass off with her friends. You walk past her and you think, “Wow she must really be over me.” But no, she’s not over you, she wants you, but you never gave her a shot. She’s not faking that smile. She’s happy, but with you, she’d never stop smiling."

"You’re online, he signs on, and you want to scream at him to go away, but you just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything, but then he signs off, and you tear yourself apart for not saying anything to him. "

"Don’t let the need for love consume you. It will ruin you."

"It’s just that I didn’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too."

- eletheowl

ba dum ba dum.

last friday.

more here.

"our sinks are broken, dear."

"I've never seen you,"
"You just haven't been looking,"

"It wasn't me you were right about,"

"When everything you believe in becomes bullshit,"

"It sucks!"

"Love don't mean anything,"

"It wasn't me you were right about,"

"Our sinks are broken,"

"You tend to fall in love with guys with expiration dates printed on their foreheads,"

raindrops keep falling on my head.

i'm really glad i managed to capture rain.


they look like snowdrops.

gosh, one more day till my exams are over. it's my maths paper but i haven't even started studying yet, i should be more serious. : \

we aren't the right kind of wrong. we aren't the wrong kind of right. we are just the wrong kind of wrong.

being right means that i won't be thinking about him when i'm singing along to love songs.

so let's be wrong together. not the good kind. not the right kind. the wrong kind. our kind.

*help-DyL@n says:

*tell him tht

*dylan wise advice is "go fck a chicken and die"

Diana, ♥ says:

*what?

*O______________________O"

*help-DyL@n says:

*no...

*tht would be an insults to the chickens!

♠. joelyn says:

*i like chickens. D:

help-DyL@n says:

*i hate their fats lolz