there's no shame in being crazy.

last last saturday.
i went to the toy convention with carrie and bertram, it was awesome.
i took some photos of the blythe exhibition but these photos are almost everywhere, so yeah.









bert and pig.

hamster. or rat.

i'm not so sure.
bert the eagle.

the lights are still on.

late photos, i took them on the 14th of august.

they're out of the almost 200 odd (and mainly repeated just with different backgrounds) photos i took on a city outing with the photography club.

photos taken by me, carrie and farahin.

hana and safarah in pink! ♪

napoleon wanted to commit suicide but i caught him just in time.

carrie and farahin. ♫





he saw himself in the mirror and screamed.

i'm living in muted agony.

i'm afraid of my own fucking house.

i lost the need to go random.

shit.

世界上最遥远的距离。。不只是你站在他面前，他并不知道你喜欢他，或许他心里也惦记着另一个人。。

let it be.

ahh, thank you so much mark!
now i have too many beatle songs in my itunes. : )

i can't wait for seventeen and twenty-four september, two films i really want to watch are being released.
eee. ♥

only fooling around.

took some random photos today.

those random quacks.
this is cheery, i lost this bear for three or four years, i can't really remember her.

then my mum found her.

he got mad that i decided to bring napoleon instead of him to a school field trip on friday.

cheery tried to fly today.

and now, wangwang spam. (again)

she says hi and wants some beef.

oh well.

my friends says i'm too nice.

is it true?

even though i'm no longer close to some of my friends and we don't talk to each other like we used to, it's as if i'm invisible in their world, like a ghost. but i still give them birthday cards and say hello now and then.

am i too nice?

or is it just basic courtesy?

okay, i'm shrugging to myself now.

i kind of realised something by myself and i'm not as shocked as i thought i would be.

i tried.

Bellyn says:

*camillus sounds like a greek harpist.

♠. joelyn says:

*nah.

*he's more like a boy who prefers technology and logical thinking (not really) and hard subjects like science and maths and completely disliking art which disheartens my soul.

dusty papers.

i finally cleaned my room today. well, it was a lot of junk but it was only half of my room.

okay, i feel like it's a complete fail.

but i found my class photos from 2005 to 2009. haha.

i think my friends are going to die laughing at my face.

i also found my journal from 2004, it was really bad. but i guess its one of those things you do when you're young and naive.

i found a lot of things i thought i've lost but i think the best thing i've ever gotten was from my mum when she clearing the things in the other room.

it was a polaroid camera. even though the rubber hand strap broke into pieces, it was too awesome. i have to buy new film for 30 dollars though.

my wallet is going to burnnnnnn.

okay now i'm going to panic about my art homework.

i drew something really nice just now.

but i tried drawing her face and accidentally turned her into an alien.

and my useless eraser made it even worser and i tore everything up.

it was my first lolita dress that actually looked really nice.

waiting for this moment to arrive.

i hate flickr sharpening.

sometimes, i wish i didn't procrastinate so fucking much in my photography, i realised i've been dragging this since the starting of the year. i feel so terrible.

i seriously need to go out and take some photos.

and i mean it. i mean, i really do.

the dolly deserves a lot of appreciation.

Brandon says:

*bad pic haha

♠. joelyn says:

*lolol she's so tiny.

Brandon says:

*trust me shes not

♠. joelyn says:

*and awesome that she has her own racing car bed.

Brandon says:

*haha guess what

*thats my bed =.=

*-and the chat goes silent-

♠. joelyn says:

*LOL